I am my own worst enemy - and I just can't be saved

I am my own worst enemy - I led myself on a path astray

Waking up has never been so hard

I'm watching all my peers moving on

But so far, I'm breathing for the moment I'm in awe

I tried to kill myself, because you said want me

Said you want me gone

I'm a sucker for resentment

You fucked me up

And I'll make sure you won't forget it

When you find me, it looks just like how you left it

I've had a rough year truth be told

When I hang my self my noose will be gold

Don't you ever fucking cry for help

'Cause no one is going to come and save you

Don t you ever fucking question the wealth

Of having someone there for you

When you want to fucking self destruct