UPGRADING

By TheRubin

On DEEP LIFE

Released on March 26, 2021

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[Verse 1]

Look who’s back?

I’m upgrading in a bit

Thinking back when I was just a little kid

Making little songs in my room to a hundred subs

Was thinking, will I ever make it big?

Nowadays, I’m thinking of a coffin

Closing up the lid

Wishing my own death

Started slipping from my mind often

Getting told to “man up” and soften

Starting wishing I was on my deathbed

Starting hoping that my breaths dead

Then I moved to a new place

Made some new friends instead

My thoughts were disappearing

But then this whole lockdown trapped me in a case

Locked up away from the human race

Wanted to create some music but I was never motivated

But now it’s January and I’m contemplating my music

2019 songs were just a stupid skit

Maybe I should upgrade it

(‘Cause it’s wack?)


[Verse 2]

But finally

Upgrading

I don’t need to change my pitch to a song

Or make a couple accounts to message me

Imagine dropping a diss in another language

Response comes out and he doesn’t upload again (woo)

Returns finished you

DEAD really finished you

Music’s up on a crane (compared to yours)

I’ve been progressing on my mental health

I guess I need to build up on my strength

Last couple months of school, I need to build up on my wealth

I’m keeping relationships at an arm’s length

I made a song called HELP ME but I never got any help

Looking back, I should’ve got the help

I took a step back from doing music

I need to prep Jack for it too quick

Drop DEEP LIFE and then go have a rest

But I guess I need to upgrade it