What will be the end of me?

I hear the words calling out to me

What should I think?

Obey or look the other way?

Count the cost, am I lost?

Do I want you to find me?

They whisper in my ear

They know who I am

Do I give up everything to find what I'm seeking?

I can't ignore why I think this way

I can't ignore the wrong in what I think

Can I say goodbye to this part of me?

I'm not so sure but I'm running out of answers

It's a dead end I keep going after

I hear them calling, calling out to me

Block them out but I want to know the meaning

Give up, give up everything

To hear you know my name

It's waging war within me

The struggle to find purpose and healing

Don't let go (don't let go)

I can't hold on much longer

This is my everything

Is there hope for me?

There's nothing left

Don't give up on me

Don't give up

I know I'm trying

Inside I'm wandering

Give me closure

With what I'm looking for

I have come so far

Heal the wounds, fade the scars

I have nothing left to give

Take all that's left

Your words are real

Give life when death is near

If I have nothing left

I need closure, am I worth it?

Death is always searching

Waiting for my weakness

It's calling out to me, It's lying to me

What should I think?

Turn my back on everything you say

All you bring is pain

I won't let you find me

I'm not so sure but I want to know the answer

It's a dead end I keep going after

I hear them calling, calling out to me

Block them out but I want to know the meaning

Give up, give up everything

To hear you know my name

They are calling, calling out to me

Block them out but I want to know the meaning

Give up everything

To hear you know my name

Death is always searching

Waiting do devour

All you bring is pain

I won't let you find me