I don't understand

Run from the past

Memories are all I have

Try to forget, make sense of it

Look close enough, my life is regret

Look close enough, I can't forget

Make up stories in my head

Talk in circles, nothing to rely on

All that's left, meaningless at best

One conclusion, live to exist

Life is filled with noise

Drown out my conscience

Silence the voice inside

Nothing satisfies

Nothing will fill the void

Head in the mess, I'll live in it

Trying not to be who I once was

Trying not to look back, everything fails

Everything falls apart

I'm nowhere, now here where I belong

Trying not to be who I once was

Trying not to look back, trying to forget

I fail to see I'm not who I should be

I've been here before, nowhere to be found

On my own

Better of alone

I've been here before, better on my own

What makes you think I need anyone?

I don't understand

Make this make sense

What more do I need?

What would it have to be?

I don't need anything

I'm convinced this life is for me

On my own

All I know

Tell me what I'm missing

Tell me what I can't see

What would make me believe?

Trying not to be who I once was

Trying not to look back, everything fails

Everything falls apart

I'm nowhere, now here where I belong

Trying not to be who I once was

Trying not to look back, trying to forget

I fail to see I'm not who I should be

I don't understand there's something missing

Look close enough

My life is regret

I don't believe what I see

I see what I believe

What would make me believe?