[Intro]

This time next year I’ll be twenty

3 years left at most if I’m lucky

Why am I scared of the number 23?

If I scream at death will he hear me?

[Verse 1]

I’m a Taurus, but that is all shit

Want to say fuck it, I’m doomed to this

Been feeling like this since 2016

I’m fucked and I’m doomed, stuck in this gen Z

This time next year I’ll be 20

Fuck thats scary

Feel unhealthy, bones of jelly

Teeth are melting, hair are shedding

Do you want me? Do you love me?

Is this working? Are we working?

[Chorus]

Dumb enough to try

Dumb enough to feel something inside

Wanting my demise

Can you fix my insides?

[Verse 2]

I’m leaning towards

A path that I’m not sure that I’m quite ready for

I’ll never learn

And I’m way way way too stubborn

Will you help me now?

That I’m screaming out?

I’m screaming how I was confused about

Everything that I drowned my anger in

Yeah I’m done with this

No letting myself slip ‘cause I’m

[Chorus]

Dumb enough to try

Dumb enough to feel something inside

Wanting my demise

Can you fix my insides?

Dumb enough to try

Dumb enough to feel something inside

Wanting my demise

Can you fix my insides?

[Bridge]

Always driving myself insane

Driving; Can’t do that yet, ay ay

Need to grow up, up, need to show up to work more

Need to learn why I shouldn’t be stubborn

Why am I thinking when I should be growing up ‘cause

I’m dumb enough to try

I’m dumb enough to feel something inside

Wanting my demise

(Can you fix my insides?)

[Chorus]

Dumb enough to try

Dumb enough to feel something inside

Wanting my demise

Can you fix my insides?

(Dumb enough to try

Dumb enough to feel something inside

Wanting my demise

Can you fix my insides?)

[Post-Chorus]

This time next year I’ll be twenty

Three years left at most if I’m lucky

Why am I scared of the number 23?

If I scream at death will he hear me?

[Outro]

Repeat, repeat, re-