[Verse 1]

I was number five in the kindergarten bathroom line

I got in trouble from time to time to time

I was a kid, I was living in a trailer

I was so young, didn't worry about my failure

I was nine, it was 2013

Moved to sin city a house on berry

Met my friend across the street

Before I learned how to beat my meat

Before I made depression a joke

Before I could define an isotope

Before I lost all hope

I still can't define an isotope

I likеd a boy for the first time

I was ten yеars old out of my mind

Struggled with that for a long time

Til' 2018 I showed my pride

I got my first job at seventeen

I hope I don't die before I'm twenty-three


[Chorus]

I hope I don't die, I hope I don't die before I'm twenty-three

I hope I don't go, I hope I don't go too early

I hope I'm alright, I hope I'm all fine, no really

I'll be just fine, I just hope I don't die before I'm twenty-three


[Verse 2]

The little town inside my head that I'll see when I am dead

It's getting closer now as the brain stem's being fed

Aphantasia in my mind, way back behind my eyes

Blurring religion out to see what I can find


[Bridge]

Just reverse my birth (I wish I never born)

Just reverse my birth, I wish I never born

(I wish I was already dead) Just test my death

(So just test my death) I wish I was never born

Reverse my birth, (Test my death), just test my death


[Outro]

Die, I hope I don't die before I'm twenty-three, I hope I don't

Die, I hope I don't die before I'm twenty-three, I hope I don't

Die, I hope I don't die before I'm twenty-three, I hope I don't

Die, I hope I don't die before I'm twenty-three, I hope I don't