[Verse 1]

I only ache in the wake of a broken never

There is no thrill in the crime, I have lost the pleasure

Skin on skin means nothing if there is no blood to bleed

Simply quenching hunger doesn't kill the need

Hands always move on their own, self-inflicted torture

Feel, imitate, stimulate, futuristic horrors

Basking in the glory of our manufactured vice

Fade away to nothing ’cause now nothing will suffice

[Pre-Chorus]

I don't mean to make you nervous

I've been sad, but not depressed

Wasting breath waiting for nothing

’Causе you won't apologize

Apologize

[Chorus]

Clean thе mess that you made

Own up to the blame

At the end of the day

So easy to say it's not your fault now

It's not your fault now?

Apologize

[Verse 2]

Nails on my skin just to check if my heart's still beating

Head in my hands, only I hear the quiet screaming

Shaking turns to crying in my short-lived, fake delight

The bitterness of trying haunts me through the night

[Pre-Chorus]

And I don't mean to make you nervous

I've been sad, but not depressed

Lately, I've been feeling something

When I’m high up on my meds

I’m smiling at a screen wearing a name that's not my own

It’s only in these moments when you truly feel alone

Apologize

Apologize

Apologize

[Chorus]

Clean the mess that you made

Own up to the blame

At the end of the day

So easy to say it's not your fault now

It's not your fault now?

A name on a screen

Means nothing to me

Hypnotic machine

Your hands are clean

It's not your fault now

It’s not your fault now?

Apologize

[Outro]

Clean the mess that you made

Own up to the blame

At the end of the day

So easy to say it's not your fault now

It's not your fault now