Now it’s just for girls even though

It really is, one way or another

Warped enough to believe it’s me

And not the flesh, but it really is the

Latter one way or another

You may catch me doing pushups

And jumping jacks or you might find

Me jogging laps in the morning

But it’s not working this time it’s not just

For girls even though it is, there’s

No way to sustain without

Sustenance, but I survive on the

Feeling of being one step ahead of

The game even though I was sent

Home hours ago, I could spend all

Day with my hand down my throat before you

Know something’s wrong, what do i

Have to do to get you to notice me

The tenuous thread that holds us

Together is dripping with fat and your lack

Of it and the knowledge that i’m not

Happy unless paper thin carried out

On a stretcher with the sun shining

Right through singing

“it’s not you it’s everyone

It’s not you it’s everyone”

Itdog paddling with a pound of

Quarters in each hand

And I’m sinking with more effort

So I’ll take it to your judge and jury

I saw your initials

In the foggy mirror

This is what you wanted