Sometimes I feel like I'm running in circles

Don't understand why I'm turning around

Sometimes I look for a way I could follow

There must be things that I still haven't found

Sometimes I wait for a message from heaven

I raise my head but I'm too blind to see

Sometimes I try to be bigger than others

I try to run but they're following me

How many ways undercover

How many days will I suffer

I'm not a saint and I'm not a sinner

Lord I'm still a beginner

How many years in the shadows

Waiting for the sun to rise

I'm not gonna lose and I'm not a winner

Lord I'm still a beginner

Sometimes I'm sure that I'm doing the right thing

And then I'm lost in the depths of my soul

Sometimes mistakes help to feel a bit better

And then I cry while I carry the day

Still a beginner

How many days

How many ways