[Verse 1]

Things are moving so fast, especially in my mind

Depression and anxieties that I'll get left behind

And inside I'm really scared but I'm just too afraid

Maybe I'll whisper it to Heaven or take it to my grave

Eyes closed like a blindfold, I'm searchin' in the dark

I'd trade one person like me for a million Insta hearts

But I like the world the way it was

Wish it'd stay the same

But the thing that never changes is things are gonna change

[Chorus]

They'll think I'm crazy if I say it out loud

And so I keep it in and push it all down

But all these feelings that are comin' up now

I'm just tryna get my inside out

'Cause gettin' high, it only makes me feel low

Gotta take the wheel because I'm losin' control

Can someone help me 'cause I don't know how

I'm just tryna get my inside out

[Verse 2]

Bad news in social media that triggers OCD

Can't concentrate on anything, my heart's ADHD

And I just try avoid the doctors, I'm tryna dodge the pills

I'm longin' for the listener to decipher what is real

And government and politics, which side do we align?

My family really needs me but I just don't have the time

I loved it just the way it was, I wish it'd stayed the same

But the thing that never changes is things are gonne change

[Chorus]

They'll think I'm crazy if I say it out loud

And so I keep it in and push it all down

But all these feelings that are comin' up now

I'm just tryna get my inside out

'Cause gettin' high, it only makes me feel low

Gotta take the wheel because I'm losin' control

Can someone help me 'cause I don't know how

I'm just tryna get my inside out

Tryna get my inside out, oh yeah

Mm, mm, mm

[Bridge]

No, the drugs don't work, they just make it hurt

I'd like to cry but all my tears are dry

I pray and hope that this flame won't end

But I know that tomorrow we'll go again (We'll go again)

We'll go again

Oh, we'll go again

Oh

The thing that never changes is things are gonne change

[Chorus]

They'll think I'm crazy if I say it out loud

And so I keep it in and push it all down

But all these feelings that are comin' up now

I'm just tryna get my inside out

'Cause gettin' high, it only makes me feel low

Gotta take the wheel because I'm losin' control

Can someone help me 'cause I don't know how

I'm just tryna get my inside out