[Verse]

It's getting really hard to write a rhyme

Man, I'm feeling it like everytime

Showing people what I made in my

Head is a thought that I didn't like

But I've been working real hard to forget it

Doubt it everytime, gotta let it

Flow in my mind, yeah I get it

But everytime I read it feel like that I could have done it better

I'd rather stop to work at all than to fix it, what's the matter?

I didn't like any of my older styles

So I went and got a new one, went a few miles

Forgot to smile, cause it's different now, time is up

I'm a clown, got around, gotta fire up

We got beef, if she leaves, Imma tie her up

Why don't you like to work at all? ask the higher ups

But I'm back up in this bitch, and I'm better than ever

I got a new measure, me and myself, under pressure

It's a pleasure to beat you all I'm inevitable

It doesn't matter but don't you say I'm forgettable

An incredible daredevil, rhymes written in braille

Riding my beats with a sale, with a sword on my back

Now I'm back all in black and I'll impale

Every hater talking shit, with no avail

Yeah you gotta make 'em believe and feel where their hearts is

Wandering around I gotta show them where my god is

Prophecies made by the best of us

The best of us, is never ever gonna be enough

Riding the night through the wind like I'm god's sent

Right in the middle of the night, call the gods and

Scream at the top of lungs that I've gone mad

Search for the peace in my mind is the hard end

They show you options to begin, don't realize who you have been

That you mean it when you tell them that you want this from within

It's the blood of your own kin, it's the doubts in you I think

But you gotta put them aside and work it up again

Make up excuses to not be working right now

Gotta get this quest done, gotta get this hoe out

"Oh wow, you've been really wasting lots of time"

Yeah I know it, I've been preaching the same shit in my own rhyme

Is it really so easy? You can believe me that it's not

People asking every day if you've been working or forgot

No I did not, you're just really getting on my nervous

Mind your own stuff, lemme go and finish this verse but

Every moment's stolen by the righteous believers

Who will leave us for some adidas, with the mind of a fetus

They will beat us and never greet us, every time they mistreat us

Calling for jesus, the back talk's how they gon' they cheat us

And then defeat us, the faith getting lower by the day

In the people that we call friends, family and bae

I'm not gonna shut up I just really wanna say

That we should be much more kinder all around, so how's your day?

Everybody needs help, we're all stressed by the slavery

Life is a comedy, Work is unsavory

So save yourself's while you can, check the curtain

Mental health should be more than a servant

I'm damned to be pushing stuff I need to do

Finish everything I want, but nothing that is true

Like, who's gonna judge me? Me, myself and I

Are not coming together, I feel like taking a dive

It's alright, Imma get back on a track with a different vibe

With a different style of choice and a different mind

Imma lay it out again and just make it mine

Pushing myself to the better kind

It feels like it's been ages since my latest song

But now I drop 'em all where they do belong

And this is all I want, I've been prayin' for

Helping people out is what I'm aiming for