Released on March 7, 2020

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[Verse]

Yes I am a Loner, guess I got a little bolder

I am talking about everything I owe her

My life, my pride is a race and

I am searching for another thing like a replacement

But my music takes the most of it

With sad beats and the lyrics that I roast and spit

I'm quite lit, yeah I know but I doubt it

Every time I write I rhyme I'm not about it

I'm like aargh

I don't really like other people

Wanna be alone with my thoughts and the evil

Scream a lot, but it doesn't get better

So I put a lot of pressure that I have on the sequel

I'm quite bad when it comes to talking about

My problems right now, I'm just over and out

Guess I got a little better than I used to

It's still trash, I just don't wanna abuse you (aaah)

Next up: What's the point of this?

It helps me, get a lot of joy from this

At the end of the day it's a therapy

For me and for you it's the bravery

That helps us step another foot in the world

When I'm doubtin' everything that I do and learn

That it doesn't really matter it's the smoke when I burn

My greatest concern, death, with no proof of my birth

Then it hits

Right in the middle of the night

Doubting myself and the people that I like

Ask for, everything I pray for

Is another grand chance at the sins that I pay for

But I don't wanna let you take it to me

Drive us off in the distance ain't gonna be

Puttin' all o' the best of me in the nasty beat, a mass defeat, beat me, the catastrophy

Beat me, the catastrophy

You'll never be as fast as me

When I'm breaking you down, you'll be a shadow to me

I'll shatter you clown, it doesn't matter to me

Release another song so we're face to face

Just so you can tell me that it's I'm to blame

When we're riding through the samples making music like we wanted to be fame in the game

But it's always stayed the same (Wooo!)

Doesn't matter if we're broke, we just want to talk about it

Getting rich or making money, know I'm not about it

I just wanna be a healthy person for the people that are listening and struggel with the world in which we are surrounded

Yeah we've had we enough so we're gonna go and riot

Doesn't matter if you change it we don't wanna hear the bias

Of you liars that are holding us back, from potentialy

Being the happiest person we wanna be

Have you made some money? Bought a house? Do you have a family?

Give me a break, life is more than what you're telling me

I'm a happy person doing what I truly love but I'm bothered

By the system that just will not let me go

Imma go back in my head and then go inside

Take another gun and then shoot on sight

Writing every day about me and my life

But you're right I hide feelings in the pain that I fight

I'm alright but I don't know where to go

There are way too many places that I hold

When I'm walking in my own apartment talking to myself

How I'd really love to hate it but I can't it's who I am

But I'm down, I'm a loner, I feel empty

Every time I'd like to go ahead and thank me

But every time I'd like to come strangle what I feel

I don't know where to go, music is my therapy