ONE LAST TIME - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Waking up on the floor

With no one else in the room

I never felt like this before

I just hope I'm leaving soon

And if tomorrow I don't wake up

Just know I really tried to make the best of your forgiveness

Tell me one last time

How I never tried

Was so close to breaking through last time

Thought that I'd be sheltered

By nothingness, by the lack of consciousness

But I lay here awake

Too afraid to dream

'Cause if I might have to face myself, I'll buckle at my knees

Tell me one last time

How I never tried

I've seen the light, but never felt this close

Pushed my pain aside 'cause I could never give it to those

'Cause I never see the point in sharing defeat

Displaying my debts to the world

I just live in repeat, vacant and desperate

Tell me one last time

How I never tried

And if tomorrow I don't wake up

Just know I really tried to make the best of your forgiveness

And tell my brother he'll be fine