Swaying in every move like a pendulum

Taking me back, back to the start, to where I began

I can't break free from this path

It's the same fucking story

Now I feel so disconnected from the swing of things

Laying here as if all things were hopeless

Am I really, disconnected from what seems like everything?

I've been dreaming of a way to feel whole again, to keep it together

Have I been holding out?

I'll rip out these roots

So let the pendulum swing

Moving in time

With forward motion

(I want to be new)

Starting again

Like a pendulum swinging

(Over and over)

It never ends

It never ends

Over and over

(A pendulum swings)

Starting again

And I want to be new

(With forward motion)

Will I find my way?

Out of this place

Will I find my way?

Will I find my way?

Sound has been my pivot in life (in life)

I feel like I have been losing my fucking mind

Will it slowly fade like a lit candle at dusk

Or will this be the lighthouse on the coast guiding me home

Nothing is stable

Nothing is absolute

Only time can heal

I've been lost for so long, I've been somewhere else

Truth be told it was in a dream that I found my self

I won't lose hope

I felt so alone

I'm headed for better days

I've fucked up, I've lost myself

This isn't who I am

I'm changing for the better

I won't fade away

(Fade away)