I spent my whole life waiting, for the day I would drop dead

Convinced that I was dying, deep down and buried in my head

The doctors just ignored all the issues I addressed

They sent me on my way and ignored everything I'd said

Suddenly the pain, is far too much to bare

I give it one last shot, with the docs who didn't care

Next thing I know I'm under, losing part of me

Playing the waiting game to see if I've got the disease

You ignored me, you dismissed me

You left me to rot and humiliatеd me

I'm laying here sorе and thinkin' of the worst

Two weeks still to go, the results are gonna hurt

Is it all for nothing, or has my life been spared?

I can't believe it’s real, now I'm pretty fuckin' scared

My back's started to ache, has this mother fucker spread?

I feel so isolated, there's nowhere to go but bed

I'm counting down the days, until the scan results are in

My life's changed just like that, what a mess I've gotten in

And just like that, I'm laying on my back

My dignity remains in pieces

I can't stand or walk, I'm pissin' in bottles

I hope for this that death's been cheated

And just like that, I'm laying in a bed

Three drips of chemo running through my veins

Nine weeks of hell, vomit, hair loss as well

I've lost count of all the pills they gave me

And just like that, my stitches are oozing crap

I can't face to walk in case my sides split

My face, swelled up, I don't look the same no more

My skin is dry and I can't taste shit

Headaches all night, the end don't seem in sight

My veins are scabbed from all the needles

My lungs feel tight, rapid breathing this can't be right

It's only day two of this battle