R.I.T. - Intellectual

[Verse 1: Mike Hranica]

Turn your back now, lose yourself in hesitation

Dancing, dancing, always dancing, and staring at the floor

The sun came out just long enough to go down

She shows the symptoms of being my suicide

I’m holding you to blame for this

I won’t stop selling myself short

The broken windows, all of the glass

Knife in my hand, the questions I’ve asked

I dream about her more nights than not

I can’t drown this away, I can’t drown this away

With every single move that you make

You come closer to breaking me

With every single breath that I take

You push further from helping me, but you can’t, you can’t

I’m pulling the weight again

With every single move that you make

I come closer to ending me

I blame myself, and it’s not the first time

You see me for what I am, damaged

Turn your back now

I will bask in the blackness of my darkest days

With every single move that you make

You come closer to breaking me

With every single breath that I take

You push further from helping me

But you can’t, you can’t, you can’t, you can’t

I’m pulling the weight again

With every single move that you make

I come closer to ending me

Self-loathing me