Released on June 1, 2023

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[Pre-Chorus]

Will I ever be the same again

Wish I could forget your name

I said I wouldn’t play those games

But here we go again

I took a breath whenever I could

Tried to stop myself from drowning

I did everything that I could

You let yourself down from

Cloud nine, and

Never put the work in, grinding

Looking for the silver lining

Almost saw our worlds aligning

But they won’t

Never had a thought worth hiding

I can’t make you mine when fighting

If we’re gonna make it you’re deciding

But now you’re gone


[Chorus]

Never had a falling out before I fell in love

Even when I gave it all I never was enough

Roses show their thorns as soon we’re carrying them with gloves

Pretty pictures on the wall is never all there was


[Verse]

I’ll try to reach escape velocity

The way she’s mad at no Atrocity

I’ll try to make her an apostrophe

Turning my grief to animosity

Like Jay Z said on Encore I was far too kind

No thank you for your help, whatever never mind

This isn’t what they meant when they said love is blind

Next time she’ll read the stars I know who she will find

I’m tryna restore balance, shrink said i should anchor in reality

I’m checking on myself like I was taking out a salary

Dark thoughts have weighed me down this pen will make me lose some calories

It’s like she left me hanging, now my love is at the gallery

I told her I would write about us, turn us to a song

Now she say I didn’t fight for her, I’d fight for her like Kong

She’s the center of attention what the string is to a thong

She forgave her ex for cheating while I never did her wrong

I said I love you how could you forget, somehow made her upset

Read the title it’s a love song, can’t explain what you won’t get

Would have wished she’d have some trust in me if not then take a bet

For me the faith in us built patience like a monk inside Tibet

My shrink’s a vet the way I bitch but where’s the keys

To unlock some tranquility from handling this grief

See while my love was taking root she couldn’t see the forest for the trees

I should have told her if you’re taking aim you must prepare to squeeze

See I


[Chorus]

Never had a falling out before I fell in love

Even when I gave it all I never was enough

Roses show their thorns as soon we’re carrying them with gloves

Pretty pictures on the wall is never all there was