[Chorus]

Why am I lost said

Said why am I lost

[Bridge 1]

Who can I talk to?

Not even my friends

They prolly lost too

[Verse 1]

Weight overbearing

Way over sharing

I’m tired of talking when nobody caring

I’m tired of walking around in my shoes

When nobody owning my pair

Nobody know my despair

Homebody I don’t be going nowhere

Room full of friends

So why am I lonely

How can I call someone homie

When I only see em on IG

Highly unlikely

That you would find me

I just been home

Trying to get off of my phone

Counting the times

That I’ve hit up the road over summer

On one hand

And it’s prolly the same as the number

Of people that hit up my phone in a month damn

I don’t want pity

And sure as hell

Don’t wanna get litty

Avoiding my problems

Is prolly gone fuck up my situation

When I look at my problems

I feel my self hesitate

Chasing solutions

Prolly won’t help anyway

Not to mention

There ain’t nothing healthy

That could numb the pain

Yo fuck am I saying?

Prolly gone whip out a bottle

And down that bitch straight like a drain

I just been straying away from the light in my life

By now that shit dim uh

[Chorus]

Why do I

Why do I

Why do I feel lost?

Said why do I feel lost?

[Bridge 2]

Who can I talk to?

Not even my parents

They prolly lost too

[Verse 2]

As I get older

Progressively

Get more hopeless indeed

When I’m alone

I ponder over possibly rolling weed

And yes I know that my aggression

Pouring out over beats

I only notice when I’m home

That I’m my own father’s seed

You only know it if you know me

If you don’t then you won’t see

How can you be

Smarter than me?

The older you get

The more you don’t see

The less you believe

In everything

I do not want no more cream

Seen what it does

To family members who don’t have a thing

Fuck cash

Characters rule everything around me

Everyone something they not

Got no self esteem

But they got a plot

To make some more green

And I hope they rot

Cause I don’t agree

With fucking your family over

And labeling that as you turning a leaf

[Chorus]

Why do I

Why do I feel lost?

Said Why do I

Why do I

[Bridge 3]

Who can I talk to?

Not even myself

Shit I been lost too

[Verse 3]

Lie to myself

Cause I don’t know where I’mma go

Third year of college

Too scared to acknowledge

That I have been losing more dollars than gained

I am afraid

I wanna write to the souls that be thinking like me

Writing at those

Who losing identity when you be logging online

You just to pretend to be someone you’re not

Someone else’s face you have been hiding behind

I cannot back that look

I cannot back that

But I can unpack that

Want to be something you’re not

So you go on the internet put a facade on the gram

Tweeting with fingers that do not belong to your hand

Think you’re the man

But really though you’re just the man that You want everyone else to see

Hoping whenever they go on your feed

The caricature of yourself is what they gone believe

And they probably will

Cause people too stupid to think for themself

Humanity will not prevail

We all lost

Looking for purpose and meaning

Until we be rolling around in a hearse and be chatting with demons

The ultimate truth

I know that somebody need it

I know that somebody fiending

But maybe not

Look maybe I got it all wrong

Like what if i been

The craziest one all along?

Looking for answers

Where there ain’t none

Uh all I know

Is I’m hoping whatever been hiding behind all the veils

Will show when my day come