ESC (Full Version)

By Thai McGrath

On ESC (Full Version)

Released on January 18, 2024

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[Intro]

He will never leave us

The ringmaster is overbearing

Are we just his circus?

I'm tired of just entertaining

This game is way too long


[Verse 1]

Do I really deserve this?

To jump hoops now and only service

If life was a circus

I would have no amazing purpose

I would be a jester

A clown, but nothing ever lesser

I'm the butt of jokes, despite the gesture


[Refrain]

1, 2, 3, I'm counting the times that I would cry

ABC, I'm holding onto my slipping mind

XYZ, feel like I can barely rеcognize

ABC, let's run away from herе


[Verse 2]

Don't look in the mirror, eyes are a lie here

Rationalize fear, can't recognize here

They're hiding a way out, battling my doubts

Blocking off my route, pushing me to shout

My hunger is taken, sleep is forsaken

Name is erased, my sanity's shaken

My patience is fake, I'm broken in place

Abstracted my face, can't find any steps to retrace


[Pre-Chorus]

He has eyes everywhere

The ringmaster is always staring

He sees to every prayer

He'll answer them without complaining

He will never leave us

The ringmaster is overbearing

Are we just his circus?

I'm tired of just entertaining, ah


[Chorus]

Oh, ESC, let's run away where he can't see

Let's find some place the sky won't speak

There's a door out there without any eyes

Oh, ESC, let's slam the key and take our leave

I'll turn this key before he turns me

Into someone used to this life he's given me


[Verse 3]

Must I amuse this mask?

Hide my frowns and keep up with the act?

I have so much to ask but they tell me the answer's abstract

What's the point in lying?

Why lose life to fictitious writing?

You know this isn't real, stop hiding!


[Refrain]

1, 2, 3, I'm counting the contradicting lies

ABC, spelling out the truth that they all hide

XYZ, when is the last time you talked about life?

ABC, why don't we try to leave?


[Interlude]

This place is like a nightmare

Why must we forget the wonders out there?


[Pre-Chorus]

He will never leave us

The ringmaster is overbearing

Are we just his circus?

I'm tired of just entertaining, ah


[Chorus]

Oh, ESC, let's run away where he can't see

Let's find some place the sky won't speak

There's a door out there without any eyes

Oh, ESC, let's slam the key and take our leave

I'll turn this key before he turns me

Into someone used to this life he's given me


[Bridge]

Will not be numbed and captured here

Even if I understand and see their fears

If I'm doomed to repeat

The same search as those behind me

I'll try to find the way out

Just before I start to feel complete again

In this world, I know will lead me to my end

Maybe they aren't like me

Soon it will be me that sees

Me that sees


[Chorus]

Oh, ESC, let's run away where he can't see

Let's find some place the sky won't speak

There's a door out there without any eyes

Oh, ESC, let's slam the key and take our leave

I'll turn this key before he turns me

Into someone used to this life he's given me


[Outro]

Let's ESC, oh no

Let's ESC, oh yeah!

Let's ESC!