[Verse 1]
Don't say "hi" to me
You should hide from me
I'm so damn toxic that you'll probably fuckin' die on me
Grotesque anatomy
I'm missin' half of me
It's more than that, can't do the math
Can't count on the hands that abandoned me
Everybody goes away
No one ever stays
I forgot another face
Memories stuck on replay
Everyone I ever loved
All that I touch
Everything turns into dust
All my angels in the ground ain't got none left above
[Chorus]
Cam crashed his car
Nothin' left
Same with Shawn
He burned to death
Missed a call
Chelsea's dead
Killed herself with heroin
2 AM
Out of breath
Nurses said my mom is dead
Vicodin and Percocet and loaded guns next to my bed
[Verse 2]
You think that this just music?
I'm really goin' through it
All that shit you talk about, well bitch you know I really do it
I got the scars to prove it
These guns I really shoot 'em
Keep on bein' stupid and you'll lose that shit you use to chew with
Everybody entertained by my pain
Kickin' that dirt on my name
Straight from the mud
I'm collecting the sticks and the stones
For the day that I'm filling your graves
My family got taken away
I'm gonna use all this pain
I'll make it someday
Every time I'm on that stage, they gonna hear your names
[Chorus]
Cam crashed his car
Nothin' left
Same with Shawn
He burned to death
Missed a call
Chelsea's dead
Killed herself with heroin
2 AM
Out of breath
Nurses said my mom is dead
Vicodin and Percocet and loaded guns next to my bed
What you know about me?
I been digging graves since I was nineteen
Talk shit 'cause that's all ya got G
There ain't nothin' left that you could do that could hurt me
[Bridge]
I've been takin' so much Xanax to keep myself from panicking
I'm staring at a casket and my mother look like wax
She don't even look real man, she look like a mannequin
That shit hurt me so bad you can't even fuckin' imagine
If I'm sociopathic it's 'cause all of the damage
You mishandled my heart and hammered at it till it cracked in half
Yeah you told me you were pregnant, I'm so happy cried my eyes out
Next day found out you killed my unborn child
Now I don't know who I am
Hero, villain, good or bad, I'm losing track
It's like the Batman and Joker been doin' battle in my head
I'm bending bars behind a mask like Bane on Venom
Rather watch the world burn than ever light another candle
[Outro]
Yeah I got a couple bodies on me
Yeah I got a couple ghosts that haunt me
I got a couple bodies on me
I got a couple ghosts that haunt me