You can run it back again, but I know how this story ends

If it seems I’m on the mend, I promise you it’s just pretend

And every time I tell myself I’ve had enough

I realize I’m not the man I thought I was

Still worshipping a poison that is killing me

A losing game that I have no intentions of winning

Suffocate, with dreams I will burn

(Cause it’s all I’m worth)

Watch me throw away the lessons I’ve learned

When will I ever learn?

Running from myself has always been the first tactic

Dealing with tragic occurrences internalized

Cutting the ties in thе blink of an eye

I’ll try to rationalize еverything I fucked up

Even though all the blame is in my name

I’ve got nothing to gain from admitting to myself and everyone else

I made a mistake I can never take back

In a war that I can’t win with such a clever medicine

It’s so easy to forget, so just run it back again

Every time I tell myself, “enough”

I’m lying

But this is what I deserve

Suffocate, with dreams I will burn

(Cause it’s all I’m worth)

Watch me throw away the lessons I’ve learned