I tell myself it isn’t real

Open my eyes, but I still feel

Please wake up

This isn’t real

Come to find I’m not asleep

Terrified, I toss and turn in a bed of horrors designed for me

Treading in my most vivid fears

A debt paid to nullify the pain I’ve caused

From the depths of my mind

You can’t hear my cries

Am I still alive?

No!

Trying to find a way out of my head

Something deep inside me won’t let this end

Now the current pulls me deeper in

And I’m sinking through the floor

Faster than the naked eye could recognize

I am consumed

Why am I forced to relive this trauma again and again?

Time to pull the fucking plug and put me to rest

From the depths of the mind

You can’t hear my cries

Am I still alive?

Cold

I’m paralyzed

Let me out of my own mind

I’m trapped inside

Suffocating

Consciousness treading underwater

I cannot reach the surface

There’s no escape

From the intruder

Vestibular motor

Falling for eternity

There’s nothing left of me now

Nothing left of me now

From the depths of my mind

You can’t hear my cries

Am I still alive?

Far from reality

Now my eyes have seen

The truth in a dream

Suffering, save me from this nightmare

Lucid dream, please let me be

Free from this agony