Everybody notice me

But they don't really give me any focus

I am broken

I've been sleeping with the locusts

Put my body in the dirt because I'm hopeless

I will never get a notice

Till I'm loaded

And piled up with the roses

I am not surprised you hate me

Deteriorating Devastated

Domination and hatred

I'm awake but I'm fading

Entire body is aching

Im waking up and then wasting

Another day in the basement

I hate this

I'm better off when I'm sleeping

I'm better off when I'm leaving

In bed so often I'm greiving

Can't pull myself from these demons

I lay awake but I'm dreaming

Too angry to know my feelings

I'm too depressed to have meaning

My heart is shattered in pieces

It's blackened and it's been screaming

For treatment

I cannot leave it

But I also can't get deeper

It's seeping in giving seizures

I'm leaving life like a leak or I'm sucking love like a leech

Determine my fate

Before I walk in and terminate

Every person that made me hate

Myself and my life it's hell

Duck before i bust a shell

Stuck in a corpse of dermis and blood cells

Cut me open blood gush out

Take me over and cuff down

My brain has had enough now

Shut down

The sound

Of breath cause I've been let down

By humans and the planet

I'm never standing back up now

Brain is manic depressive

Cannibal sessions

Panicked confessions

Right at the force of a cannon

Lost and abandoned

Tossed in the chasm

Of thoughts I can't fathom

Often I crash in

Depression I'm snapping

Left in the dark without a hand to hold

Unstandable

I can unload

On anyone that ban my tone

I'll make em unfold

And fall on the floor

I put this all in the flows

All my anger and sadness

Hang with the baddest

Metal heads and metal bats

That'll bash in the back of the maxilla

You ain't half as tough

You can back it up

Cut the sacrum up

And then bag it up

Fill em with everything that I got

Put em in acid the bodies will rot

I been feeling dead

So I know what I gotta do

I will not stop till I'm off in a box

Under morning dew

When I'm gone you better not be mourning too

I will not be happy so I'm wasting time until I'm torn in two