Traumadoll - Intellectual

I can't fucking sleep

Forget about a minute, not even for a second

I'm faced with the inner workings of my mind

Feeling pretty low when I'm solo, oh no

Why must I die over and over again every fucking night?

Sunk way deep in this coffin

I keep thinking things that I shouldn't be thinking like

How will my mother's face look like when she hears I'm hung up?

High in a building somewhere she can't find me

I'll be looking like a pale faced statue

Blue toes, swinging from the staircase

Nothing can

Help me

Wanna taste of this?

I wish that I could only make you feel

Feel the way that I feel

Nightmarеs so surreal

Look at me now, bitch

Tossing and turning

Waiting for the day but you nеver seem to learn that

I'm only waiting for the day that I disappear

I disappear

Please just

Take me away

From here

Who'd even know?

Who'd even care?

No-one

Who gives a fuck?

No-one

Gotta get to sleep because they're always gonna want to fucking

Come back for me, come back for me

Evil shadows in the corner always

Looking at me, laughing at me

Better mix and match now, will I be waking up alive

Or dead in my sleep?

Dead in my sleep?

Caught up in my mind again

Caught up in my mind again (Why)

Walk into the light again

Walk into the light again (Wake)

Never waking up again

Never waking up again (Up?)

I'd rather be

Dead in my sleep

I can't fucking sleep