I'll fail myself just one more time (Fuck)

I'll fail myself just one more time (One more time)

So I crush another pill and sail to heaven (Crush another pill, crush another pill)

I don't feel like I wanna feel alive again

Just numb the pain and forget I'm not dead

Eyes closed, never asleep

Itching my skin, can't believe this is me

Wasting away like I've wasted my time always pushing away those who value my life

I just don't feel right sometimes

I don't feel safe so I choose to spend another night on my own

Didn't think that you'd еver get it

Nevеr felt okay so I said man fuck it

Put my neck on the line

Kept my head in the clouds

And I saw that the weather was still shit

And now I'm up here, fucked all alone

Just how I wanted to be, I'm alone

So I crawl to the bathroom

It's me in the mirror

I ask myself who the fuck is this?

Fuck

You've failed yourself just one more time (You've failed yourself)

Dropped another pill and sailed to heaven

I don't feel like I'll ever be alive again

Just numb the pain and forget I'm not dead

I'll fail myself just one more time

So I crush another pill and sail to heaven

I don't feel like I wanna feel alive again

Just numb the pain and forget I'm not dead

I'll fail myself just one more time

So I crush another pill and sail to heaven

I don't feel like I wanna feel alive again

Just numb the pain and forget I'm not dead