You want to talk about pain?!

So you think I like to talk about pain

Nothing more pains me more than to entertain

I don't need to hear I'm not doing too great

Yes I know it's too late

Irritate, incubate,suffocate, celebrate!

Why can't you just let me go?

If you're so convinced then just leave me alone

Don't need sympathy, no need to cry

Happy days just aren't so easy to come by

Should I just play pretend?

Cut the cackle while everybody else takes a trip

Around the inside of my head?

Are you fucking blind?

Nothing can bring me a smile

Not no kids, not no wife, crooked grin, happy life!

Do you feel ok?

Who the fuck cares? None of your business

Do you want to see what pain is?

Then take a look deep, deep in my fucking eyes!

So let's talk about pain!

Now do you see why I'd rather just bottle up

Eliminate, eradicate

Suppress the ails

Leave me to bullshit and tell you that I'm fine

An open casket to the end of my life!

Ten fifty six

Ender