Catharsis - Intellectual

[Intro]

Like a C+ Student it be hard to get the credit nigga

But you need a merit just to get the debit nigga

My head is in a cloud I apologize for airing niggas

I ghosted so many people I apologize for scaring niggas

Alright, I’ma bleed now

I gotta get out of this place man

Lately I’ve been feeling like a spaceman

Lately I’ve been feeling out of touch with the people that I love

Thoughts in an ashtray, feelings in a cup

Tryna walk the straight line, man I can’t even walk straight

Don’t come with the beef cause I’m rinsing my plate

Mending all the hurts, 2020 clean slate

I forget the math when we’re counting your mistakes

I swear this ain’t nothing like the old days

Watching Mr Gari when he rolled jays

Life is like a book, I need the old pages

Cause we bout to flood the market, try to surf wages

2016, we was gravy

Living in the vans, feeling wavy

Thinking bout my future had me hazy

Talking bout it? that’s a conversation full of maybes

My aunties singing praises to my whole name

But I don’t know how to make it on my own man

Grew a beard, it don’t mean that I’m grown man

Got me worried, got my head hanging low man

Low, low, low, low man

Got my- got my head hanging low man

Low, low, low, low man

Got my- got my head hanging low man

I’m sorry I missed your call, I’m scared to pick up the phone

Anxiety’s like Nyovest, it always fill up my dome

Sometimes I can’t leave the house, start breathing like i’ma die

My woman, she seen me panic every time we step outside (low)

Instead of looking for an office

I’m in bed binge watching the office

Hyperventilating like I need to be in hospice

The Lord said, “Here’s a voice, sing a little song for catharsis” (low)

I’m sorry for the cancellations and postponements

But maybe now at least you know the deal

At least I’m not afraid to say that I’m so in my feels

(Low)