[Chorus]

I'm sorry that I OD’d

Got revenge on the old me

They are fake they ain't my homies

Straight to voicemail now I'm lonely

I'm sorry that I exist

I wanna take over this matrix

I don't wanna be alive now

Just Because I got nowhere to hide now

[Hook]

I had a choice

I had to choose

I'll never lose

I'll never lose

I had a choice

I had to choose

Yes I grew

Yes I grew

I had a choice

I had to choose

Yes I grew

Yes I grew

[Bridge]

I don't wanna bе alive now

I don't wanna be alive now

I don't wanna bе alive now

I don't wanna be alive now (I had to choose)

I don't wanna be alive now (I'll never lose)

[Chorus]

I'm sorry that I OD’d

Got revenge on the old me

They are fake they ain't my homies

Straight to voicemail now I'm lonely

I'm sorry that I exist

I wanna take over this matrix

I don't wanna be alive now

Just Because I got nowhere to hide now

[Hook]

I had a choice

I had to choose

I'll never lose

I'll never lose

I had a choice

I had to choose

Yes I grew

Yes I grew

I had choice

I had to choose

Yes I grew

Yes I grew