(Chorus)

I got friends, but I still feel like I'm out here alone

I was out there in that rain, nobody brought me a coat

Tryna figure if these [?]s really love me or no?

You don't know about them long nights, cryin' in bed

I was eatin' vitamins, ain't even know there was meds

You had a heart, but why folks ain't have it hard(er)'n us

Everything I'm dealing with, my heart hard enough

I got friends

I got friends, but I still feel like I'm out here alone

I was out there in that rain, nobody brought me a coat

Tryna figure if these [?]s really lovе me or no?

You don't know about them long nights, cryin' in bed

I was еatin' vitamins, ain't even know there was meds

You had a heart, but why folks ain't have it hard(er)'n us

Everything I'm dealing with, my heart hard enough

See I don't drink

See I don't drink, but today I'm finna pour me a cup

'Cause I know darn well I don't care we finna party in these

But don't ask me how I'm feeling, if I'm partyin' please

Why would I tell you anything, nobody...

Why would I tell you anything, nobody care 'till it's over

Might never'd be right now, they'd be here when I'm sober

(Verse 1)

See I don't drink

See I don't drink, but I did, doesn't make me a drunk

Not gon' lie, I'm scared to fail, doesn't make me a punk

I was broke, don't get mad, I buy whatever I want

Everybody want me back, "I don't know where he went."

It's the minor ADD, I hope it all make sense

I'ma check my story forever, as long as it goes

Do my all to hide the pain, it's not my fault if it shows

Yeah I got friends, but can't tell if they with me or not

Been out my way, doin' my thing, they want me back on the block

Nobody check on me at all, they "hit my phone" for a drill

I treat all my friends like fam, 'cause I love 'em for real

I 'on't get how they can hate me, I'm the one lookin' out

You don't got nowhere to go, you know to come in the house

I was dumped out in the rain, I had to figure it out

Anybody that I helped, they didn't even give me the couch

I know we grown, suck it up, I'm really doin' a lot

Wasn't on God, it's on my life, so I had started to box

No better feeling in the world'n breaking a grown man down

Kill him with kindness in my hands, before you hear gun sounds

Tough guys dyin' first, smart guys die last

Street in y'all industry, I'm tryna run from my past

I know all the [?] I did, karma comin' for an ask

When she do, I'ma be ready, 'fore I'ma go, I'ma laugh

(Chorus)

I got friends, but I still feel like I'm out here alone

I was out there in that rain, nobody brought me a coat

Tryna figure if these [?]s really love me or no?

You don't know about them long nights, cryin' in bed

I was eatin' vitamins, ain't even know there was meds

You had a heart, but why folks ain't have it hard(er)'n us

Everything I'm dealing with, my heart hard enough

I got friends

I got friends, but I still feel like I'm out here alone

I was out there in that rain, nobody brought me a coat

Tryna figure if these [?]s really love me or no?

You don't know about them long nights, cryin' in bed

I was eatin' vitamins, ain't even know there was meds

You had a heart, but why folks ain't have it hard(er)'n us

Everything I'm dealing with, my heart hard enough

See I don't drink

See I don't drink, but today I'm finna pour me a cup

'Cause I know darn well I don't care we finna party in these

But don't ask me how I'm feeling, if I'm partyin' please

Why would I tell you anything, nobody...

Why would I tell you anything, nobody care 'till it's over

Might never'd be right now, they'd be here when I'm sober