Reckless, you wrecked this

A mess we're in

No time to reminisce

It can't be fixed

You said you'd call me in the morning

I waited up all night

You said this life is pretty boring

I always thought you were right

Running around tryna find my way back down

From this high, a lonely ride

Breathing soft, tryna make the time that I've lost

A whole new place, same old mistakes

Rubbing my eyes tryna blur the vision of my mind

It's not easy, what I see

Running away wishing it could be yesterday

So much has changed in the worst way

She needs a leader

Can't think a single thought on her own

Someone to teach her

That she can't do it all alone

I do everything

Out of obligation

And I just wanna feel like I'm gonna feel

Of my own volition

I'm reckless, I wrecked this

Got myself in

Looking up from the abyss

I don't persist