It's my birthday

And everybody's so nice

I'm away from my family

But this will suffice

It doesn't change the fact that I'm nervous and I'm really insecure

And now I'm the center of attention

I'll start crying and everyone will think I'm a brat

I leave a bad taste just at my mention

My friends are all with me

And I want them to be safe

Music is playin'

And we are in a good place

And everyone assumes that I'm mad at them

It makes me more scared

I think that it'd be bettеr if I wasn't really there

I'm sorry for bеing born

I'm just really unprepared

I'm thinking way too much

Why do any of you care?

Can't party

When it's my day

Because people die and nobody actually loves me

I can't take a damn compliment or a congratulations

For making it this far

Don't take me to the city

'Cause I will die like this

The fire is goin'

The TV is playin'

The show isn't slowin'

And I'm just complainin'

And everybody simply wants me to smoke

It doesn't seem like it should be that hard of a task

And now I'm sitting at a merch table begging myself

At the mercy of a borrowed house flask

And the boys are all hidin'

Yeah, my good friends are in twos

And I can't stop thinking

Why do you make everybody hate you?

And I can't party

No

When it's my day

Because people die and nobody actually loves me

And I can't take a damn compliment or a congratulations

For making it this far

Don't take me to the city

'Cause I will die like this

I can't party

When it's my day

Because people die and nobody actually loves me

And I won't take your fucking compliments or your congratulations

For making it this far

Don't take me to the city

'Cause I will die like this

God, don't take me to the city

Don't take me to the city

'Cause I will die like this

God, don't take me to the city

God, don't take me to the city

'Cause I'll die like this