[Verse 1]

How the hell did I get here?

What's the day, what's the year?

I barely recognize this bed that I just woke up in

Dress yourself up as a dream

Sweet talked 'til I fell asleep

Convinced myself it was more peaceful just letting you in

Hid your red flags well and damn I bought it

'Cause I spent four years ignoring what I wanted

[Chorus]

I might as well have been dead

The way you fucked with my head

Couldn't tell up from down

No voice to make a sound

I must've not been awake

Too numb to see your mistakes

You probably liked it that way, hey

I blame myself, I should've known

I must've been stuck in a coma

I should've known

[Verse 2]

How the hell did I get here?

The hold you had on me, it disappeared

It's like the curtains opened up and let the sunlight in

Now I see you for the person you are

You only wanted me when I was in the dark

You had the advantage that you were conscious

I was walkin' round nearly unresponsive

[Chorus]

I might as well have been dead

The way you fucked with my head

Couldn't tell up from down

No voice to make a sound

I must've not been awake

Too numb to see your mistakes

You probably liked it that way, hey

I blame myself, I should've known

I must've been stuck in a coma

I should've known

I should've known

I should've known

[Bridge]

Hid the red flags well and damn I bought it

Can't get those four years back but damn I wanna

[Chorus]

I might as well have been dead

The way you fucked with my head

Couldn't tell up from down

No voice to make a sound

I must've not been awake

Too numb to see your mistakes

You probably liked it that way, hey

I blame myself, I should've known

I must've been stuck in a coma

I should've known

Should've known

I should've known