Standing in an ever-changing landscape I despise

Can’t look back to take it in

Feel it burn beneath my skin

Coursing through my ever-straining veins for all my life

Bring me to insanity

Love has taken over me

Want to taste what I can’t find

Has harsh desire made me blind?

I’ll hold on, ‘til the light breaks through

Just hold on, Till I know what to do

The loneliness makes my heart divide

Longing for a place I can reside

To fill the holes inside

Show me just an ever-longing glimpse of paradise

Held down when I need to run

One step from oblivion

Silent when an ever-lasting scream builds up inside

Desperate for the one I love

No help from the stars above

Darkness now my only friend

Take me to that place again

And hold on, ‘til the light breaks through

Just hold on, In the dark I always knew

The loneliness makes my heart divide

Longing for a place I can reside

To fill the holes inside

I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid to let you out

I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid, and so I doubt

I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid to take it in

I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid of what I’ve been

I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid to let you out

I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid, and so I doubt

I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid, so I go on

I’m afraid, I’m afraid, I’m afraid of what I’ve done!

So is it really worth the torment?

GO!

Can It stop, can you wake me from all I dream

Try to cry, try to feel myself beckoning

Feel the holes buried deep in me, can’t you see

I am so unsure, What I am anymore