Sometimes it feels like I'm always waiting

For something else to go wrong

My mind is constantly demonstrating

Just how badly I'm far gone

I wish that something would just go my way

A wish that goes unfulfilled

Without a family, stuck here flightless

For something more, I'd have killed

Depressing, Repressing, while life just keeps on testing

Forever, and ever, and ever, just forget it!

Hey! Nobody understands just how it is to truly feel alone

Nothing to live for, and nothing to die for, nothing that I can call a home

It seems I'm stuck at a disadvantage

That's lasted over a year

Whenever anything happy happens

I kill it waiting in fear

I know that something around the corner

Is going to tear down my high

At this point why should I even bother?

I can't think of one reason why I should try

It's stupid, it's crazy, these fuckers call me lazy

Just be me, and you'll see, try to fight it, can't ignite it!

Hey! Nobody understands just how it is to truly feel alone

Nothing to live for, and nothing to die for, nothing that I can call a home

Hey! Nobody understands just how it is to truly feel alone

Nothing to live for, and nothing to die for, nothing that I can call a home

Nobody understands just how it is to truly feel alone

Nothing to live for, and nothing to die for, nothing that I can call a home