[Verse]

Facing the signs that I’m alive

Coming out of grief wear a disguise

Been a year since grandma passed

Look in my mom’s eyes leave me gashed

Shit what a night, oh what a sight

Burying his pain behind Rum and Sprite

Said he would eat better, exercise

Been 12 years since he touched a bike

Cookies on the plate okay it’s just a bite

Scarfing down the garbage cause it’s just one night

Cusses then he’s aight, covenant of plight

Bleeding on the paper, now he getting hype

Now he got a seal, clubbing with the dawgs

Give his friend a bone and now she sawing logs

Staring at the ceiling that he never knew

Pray a better coping method coming through

And he bluffing, too