[Intro]

Mm, yeah

[Verse 1]

Paro

This situation got me paro

The way your mind is thinkin' narrow

You tryna keep me in your shadow, mm

You got me tripping while l'm fallin'

Sweat until the mornin'

Hands around my necklace

Like you fuckin' reckless

But I found my peace

In the chaos and no sleep

I know I need better

But pain is pleasure

[Chorus]

And I've been tryna tap out of this circus

Find some purpose

But this

Trauma got me leading myself on

Trauma got me with someone when I need to be alone

[Post-Chorus]

I look for something audacious

Know I need my own space but

I ain't never had patience

I don't really wan' face it

I just wanna relation

Get mе high, keep me spacing

When you get my hеart racing

I forget I need saving, mm

[Verse 2]

Treat you like I won the lotto

Spendin' even when the funds low

Overcompensating's all I know

Self-hating make me do the most

I'm just tryna give you my world

You don't even get me flowers

Stay because it's comfort in the hurt

I know you just another diversion

On the moonshine, got me starry-eyed, it numb the pain

Tryna to be different, bad choices keeping me the same

I'm just wanna keep my word

Circle back like clockwork

Stay because I'm used to being hurt (Oh, I)

[Chorus]

And I've been tryna tap out of this circus

Find some purpose

But this (Oh)

Trauma got me leading myself on

Trauma got me with someone when I need to be alone

[Post-Chorus]

I look for something audacious (Ooh)

Know I need my own space but (Oh)

I ain't never had patience

I don't really wan' face it (Yeah)

I just wanna relation

Get me high, keep me spacing

When you get my heart racing

I forget I need saving, mm