Whatever

I'll just get my ninth cup of coffee

Tryna get that fucking serotonin

I'm looking

I'm searching

For something to save me

Whatever

No one gives a fuck about what I do

Always end up crying alone in my room

I'm spinning in high heels

But no one sees it

And maybe half the heart it took

For others to be above me

Unrecognizable face

I'm in the back of the stage

I'm trying not to cry

Trying not to give up on everything I've dreamed of

From the top of my lungs

A ballad that I wrote

But I guess there's better to hear

In the circus

Whatever

Wipe the make-up off

Pack the keyboard case

Guess I'll just try another fucking day

Maybe get a penny if I'm lucky, yeah

Whatever

I'll just keep it moving towards the opposite

Reinventing everything I've ever known

I'm spinning in high heels

Will anyone see it?

And maybe half the heart it took

For others to be above me

Unrecognizable face

I'm in the back of the stage

I'm trying not to cry

Trying not to give up on everything I've dreamed of

From the top of my lungs

A ballad that I wrote

But I guess there's better to hear

In the circus

(In the circus)

(Circus)

(Circus)

(Circus)

(In the, in the)

(Circus)

(Circus)

In the circus

Unrecognizable face

I'm in the back of the stage

I'm trying not to cry

Trying not to give up on everything I've dreamed of

From the top of my lungs

A ballad that I wrote

But I guess there's better to hear

In the circus