[Chorus - Tactic$]

Last night, I had a close call

I was mixin' up some things that would eventually begin to snowball

(begin to snowball)

I didn’t give a shit if I would wake up in the A.M. at all

(in the A.M. at all)

I didn't give a shit if I would wake up in the mornin' at all

(in the mornin’ at all)

No I didn't give a shit if I would wake up in the mornin' at all

(in the mornin' at all)

[Verse 1 - Tactic$]

Last night, I had a close call

Mixed a little too much

And got a little too involved

The result kept me up

I felt a beatin' in my chest

In distress, got so much I need to confess

But I should rest

My whole body feelin' toxic

I was tryna have fun

And have fun this is not it

Bad decisions that's what lead me to this

And if I my life is a movie

This the end of the flick...but wait

Maybe I exaggerate and believe my own lies?

Hypnotized, think I'm set in my fate

Anxiety accompanies a lack of sobriety

Nerves bad, cold sweats, shivering maniacally

Hope that I’m a be alright

Hope I make it through tonight

I hope that I don’t OD

I hope this ain't my last night...

To be honest...

I’m shakin' in my boots

Shakin' from a cocktail that was chemically induced

(right?)

[Chorus - Tactic$]

Last night, I had a close call

I was mixin' up some things that would eventually begin to snowball

(begin to snowball)

I didn’t give a shit if I would wake up in the A.M. at all

(in the A.M. at all)

I didn't give a shit if I would wake up in the mornin' at all

(in the mornin' at all)

No I didn't give a shit if I would wake up in the mornin' at all

(in the mornin' at all)

[Verse 2 - Tactic$]

I need to confess

My life is full of stress

Turbulent mind because I never get rest

Burnt out and run down

Off cycle with the sun now

My cycle is to go so hard that my energy runs out

Doubtin' that I'll ever learn

Prolly keep with the same shit

Life unstable, ex-girls say I ain't shit

Hypocritical is what I think of most

Most of y'all live ya life by a hypocrites quotes

Hypocrite myself, don't tell me 'cause I know

Winnin' but I took some Ls and still stayed afloat

They tried to rock my boat

Hopin' it would sink

To me it's all a joke

Don't give a fuck what you think

A few times I lost hope, they pushed me to the brink

So I put Molly, Rum, Coke and Coc in a drink

Really felt like the "real" me for the 1st time

And when I come down...

I'm a have the worst time

[Chorus - Tactic$]

Last night, I had a close call

I was mixin' up some things that would eventually begin to snowball

(begin to snowball)

I didn't give a shit if I would wake up in the A.M. at all

(in the A.M. at all)

I didn't give a shit if I would wake up in the mornin' at all

(in the mornin' at all)

No I didn't give a shit if I would wake up in the mornin' at all

(in the mornin' at all)

[Verse 3 - Tactic$]

I wonder if I'll ever change?

Truly I don't really know

Anxiety's a bitch

And it make my brain loco

Fine 'till they trigger me

Diss me and belittle me

'Cause when it's like that

I lose sight of the bigger me

Adrenaline has got me shakin' with negative energy

So I'm a get ghost like a mothafuckin' entity

Let me be

Feel like somethin's missin' like discrepancies

Honestly

Don't what the F has gotten into me!

Heartbeat irregular, my jaw clenched, my body tense

In and out

Really wish I would have kept my innocence

In a sense

I'm in another world takin' notes

Hope that I survive

Please advise how to cope

Never suicidal, to say the least I'm reckless

No sleep, close call, 5 A.M. it's breakfast

Ego driven habits make me think I lost my essence

Almost saw a light so I decide to count my blessin's