Ok

I get it

Nobody’s perfect

Everyone’s broken in some way

So what about me?

People move based on maybe their traumas or fears more than we realize. Lookin for things to distract us or we just avoid chances of reliving the past. Don’t matter how good we got it, something stuck in our head can ruin our day

You showed me this in mad ways and it got me thinkin about myself a lil bit

There ain’t much left i want outta life really, so why can’t i smile in pictures?

Why can’t I look people in the eyеs? Why don’t I matter?

Why every othеr day I talk and disregard the mood

Is it cuz my dreams

Look worse now it’s suddenly cool

Or that time I lost my first friend

But all that did was prove how trustin peoples hard to do

I almost started rappin fuck all tha— er forget— ahh fuck it I already said it..

But yeah, I bring allat up to say that I think I figured out what im so scared of

Still needa find out where it comes from, but when i figure out

Maybe then I’ll finally be able to love

Hope you’re proud

Let's get some money bruh, let's lock in... before i blow your house up