I'll lie awake

Face a fifth of alcohol

In an apprehensive state of dismay

You won't abuse

These fragile bones that make me

My heart was meant for beating

(Every attempt and every try and every lie)

That you define

(I'm) Yours for the taking

If only you're reaching

(Every attempt and every try and every lie)

We keep inside

We can't erase these

Portraits made from tracing

(x2)

You are the veins beneath my skin

Thanking me for breathing in

Pathogenic arteries

Selfish in your ways

You flow to every part of me

The summer turns to fall

If these streets could talk

What would they say

Would they speak on anything

You drove away

You packed shit

You had to leave

The streets took you away from me

(x4)

Far from here

This is where we were meant to be

I'll stand right here

You won't be next to me

I hope that it gets easier to sleep

So waste my time

Break me down from the inside

I won't be here

If you

Feel like you need someone

To only sleep with for a couple weeks

(x2)

For a couple weeks

You made me so unhappy

Why do you think you have control

It's tearing me apart

And I'm so sick of your shit

The stupid games that we play

Now i'm moving on

There's nothing left to save

(x2)

I'm not scared

I'm just mad

At Myself..