[Hook]

And I've been going through hell;

Caught in a vicious spell

Blinded by the lies, crossed course, stumbled and fell

I'm feeling so alone, I think I’m 'bout to explode

System overload


[Verse 1]

I've been broken by piers

Seventeen years I been holding these tears

A lot of days went by hope disappeared

And it was painful looking in the eyes of the closest them near

Everyday facing our fears as they crept by

Grew up feeling angry so I never really slept right

I'm in a hole trapped I feel the pain of my whole camp

I feel the rage of that old tramp

That you walk bye there on the street

Like no one's caring for me so why'd I care if he eats

See its a cruel world full of hate

Another day of mistakes u just wanna change

But the heart ache and memory's won't never leave

I been through the pain, pain don't never ease

Rap my life attack the mic I feel the pain we got trapped

Inside but that's our lives


[Hook]


[Verse 2]

I was looking for a home man I searched for years

But they don't never see the picture when it hurts you here

No one ringing up my phone I was kicked up out on my own

So thinking is this life really worth the tears

Many days all alone got my head stress

And I been sat there trying to figure out the next step

Cos I was young and on my own had me wishing I could grow

Steady walking down this road in some next ends

My Nana told me I should try and forget friends

In life they don't wanna see you higher than it gets them

And she was right cos I been sitting there at times

And not a single one arrived to ever help like I helped them

But I don't need em now life has taught me how to last

They couldn't wear my shoes or every try and walk my path

Or do the things I've done or ever face the stuff I faced

And still come out on top and just smile as I walked away


[Hook]


[Verse 3]

Its gettin' harder how we living this now

So much thinking is doubt n it gets worse trying

To figure it out

And its trapped in your mind for days an only deepens

Through the time it stays its like we ain't got the time

To pray

Ain't got time in the day its all about money so I guess

We just grind away

Its a life of pain with no gain but I'd rather take the knowledge

Than jewels and chains cos only fools would change

And there's a sacrifice we all make whether its good or bad

There's a sacrifice we all take

And life just don't seem great and if u don't relate then was

Probably born eating off a golden plate

There's no faith no hope just a broken road my feet hurt from

This walk I got swollen toes

And no one knows your pain so who can hold u close

But I guess I grew like every other kid from broken homes


[Hook]