[Intro: SZA & Sadhguru]

How do I deal with rejection?

I'm dealing with a lot of rejection right now

It makes me feel very small

Oh, that's great

If nobody wants you, you're free

[Verse 1]

Tried to wash all of my shit away

Tried to wash all my emotions

Need a few brews, need a palm tree

I be drinkin' in private, don't call me to party, though

Fuck on your nigga for cardio

Too good, he really fell in love right away

I put my feelings on layaway, I'm

[Pre-Chorus]

Done being used, done playing stupid

Done faking cool

(I don't want none of that shit, I don't want it)

Done being screwed, done feeling clueless

That's how you do

(I don't want none of that shit, got me runnin' so)

[Chorus]

Far, far like I don't recognize me

Far, far 'causе I let you define mе

I'm far, far 'cause I can't trust nobody

Far, stay far, so far

[Verse 2]

Lately, I feel less cool as before

(Nobody under my garter belt)

(Nobody out here to tell me I'm special)

Made you check your bullshit at the door

(Got an appetite, hungry to feed my ego)

(Nobody 'round me to be my hero)

Always on my mind, trust is hard to find

Everything reminds me of us

I just want my sanity back

Better than being your enemy

(Better than letting go, scared of that, oh)

[Pre-Chorus]

Done being used, done playing stupid

Done being cool

(I don't want none of that shit, I ain't goin')

Done getting screwed, done playing clueless

That's how you do

(I don't want none of that shit, got me runnin' so)

[Chorus]

Far, far like I don't recognize me

Far, far 'cause I let you define me

I'm far, far 'cause I can't trust nobody

Far, stay far, so far

[Bridge]

I remember when you had me upside-down

Stress me out and turn me out, it's all bad now

I remember when I wasn't so burnt out

I'd rather that than be your enemy, ready to let it go

[Chorus]

Draggin' me far, far like I don't recognize me

Far, far 'cause I let you define me

I'm far, far 'cause I can't trust nobody

Far, stay far, so far