When there is so much distance between us

I do not know how we can exist

Out of pity

Out of shame

Out of my mind

But you are innocence

And I am filth

And our paths may never cross again

If we leave now

We must leave now

Maybe I don't want you to wait around for me

Maybe your ideal is something we can't be

Maybe you don't realize what it is you've done

Maybe you don't realize you've never been the only one

But I always settle in comfortability

[Yeah, I know it's not a word]

Though right now I grow restless

And just when I needed you the most

You didn't even try to think of the right words to say

So while you slept I lay next to you weeping

Just as when you wake I lie next to you

Dying inside

We must leave now

You complain about the ways of your life

And I don't really want to hear it

Even when I ask

You never wanted to know my thoughts

You never wanted to know how I feel

And you never took the time to know me

And I have no one when I cry

Yet you have me