[Intro]

You are, your own enemy

And you don't seem to be phased, so absent

Livin' through the past days seems lonely

[Chorus]

Watchin' out the window, whilst your charms' destructive

Quite exclusive, of 'so much in bein' a widow

The mirror of Indo', the rumors of my soul's conductive

But I'm jus' elusive, the tumors of being vitro'

[Verse 1]

Lonely, been a wander of outcast from society

Sweet Sixteen, the Summer '88 wasn't circled of technology

Socialization is now outclassed by the thigh, entirely

The way it'd text and call, jus' reradiate all of my mentality

Jus' the astrays of everybody's high off life, skip reality

There seems to be no future, that'd eradiate for such 'peace

Instead, they'd run on Metta' for the pride, 'side the gluttony

So, nothings for worldly, whilst we'd run on worldly

Gossips from celebrities make headlines, no 'wareness of 'East

Mother taught me to not get lost, never eat stredded wheat

Whilst, father told me the news and it's gloss, it ain't wit' honesty

But I only trusted one instinct, to 'cock the 2-23'

Hit the points of '81, but I'd wonder if it's even worthy

Knowledge is power, though, nobody sees wit' my ideologies

The pain in joints, hide eyes to the soul wit' usage of Visine

It's been sour, can't tell if I'm isolated, or seem to be, "belated"

But know I'd disappoint, and hopefully that's translated

Maybe, better days ahead but shell-shocked within' my head' (Mhm)

[Chorus]

Watchin' out the window, whilst your charms' destructive

Quite exclusive, of 'so much in bein' a widow

The mirror of Indo', the rumors of my soul's conductive

But I'm jus' elusive, the tumors of being vitro'

[Verse 2]

Have I served negativity to individuals, or was it done to me?

As it's been blind in my pupils, but ignorance remains bliss

Been ghostin' my activities, it has lost its' generosity

Does that prevaricate to my sensitivity? I've jus' got no pot to piss

Didn't choose to be reticement, or under 'tacenda

If I was ignored or seen in resentment, bein' a "toxic kiss"

I'd bleed as personal benefits, my webs are 'tarantula

My sheath's strong and settles it, as I don't logic miss

So, I'd wonder if I'm high in my energy, or seen in jealousy

Whatever it is, it makes me feel insecurity from lettin' myself "be"

So, is that enemies or refusin' to play, "sheeps"?

Better that He said, so God, may you make it sooner, please?

But if it's habromania, I'd rather be astray; enterally

Feedin' more to the vestige, to be the villain in 'fraternity

Identity triggered wit' taenia, and it longers its' 'evity

Swallowed by pride, the wizard that he thinks its, "necessity"

One day, I'll be included without needin' to change who I am

It don't seem today, ridiculed and I should be in shade, in advance (Mhm)

[Bridge]

Why seek validation, from a world that killed the perfect man?

Hopefully, my other identification will try and understand

That violence isn't the answer that'd exactly match-

Isn't that, "that's that?"

[Chorus]

Watchin' out the window, whilst your charms' destructive

Quite exclusive, of 'so much in bein' a widow

The mirror of Indo', the rumors of my soul's conductive

But I'm jus' elusive, the tumors of being vitro'

[Outro]

The needles to hinder spirituality, is cold

The measles prevents peace to the vitro' (Oh?)

The needles to hinder spirituality, is cold

The measles prevents peace to the vitro' (Mhm)