[Verse 1]

Emotional regulation, I'm at the loss of art for

As thoughts interrogation, so I'd fall apart, deplore (Mhm)

The 'net explores', jus' reinforces traums' 'bit more

Roulette shores the dopamine but isn't 'nough to score

No russian, it'd jus' flashbang, endorses the door

That corruptions support to vulnerability, but still, I'd implore

Bein' disgusting, wishin' for time to be restored

So, in adjustin' stability, but wonderin' in where to go (Mhm)

Forlorn, Vegabond, jus' where do I belong?

Worldly materialisms, the conversations isn't home (Uh)

Too cold, been too long on, "Beyond Journey's End"

The character of Frieren, that'd outlive their friends

[Chorus]

Duality foreshadowin', no shades of closure

How do I maintain the torpedoin' of such exposure?

Guilty conscious, always over my shoulders

The colossus, that I can't explain without 'holsters

Uh, evaporated, no 'water to hold it tight

Bein' hydrated would only leave me soulstice (Uh)

Agitated from the prolonged stress, that I'd deal wit'

As it'd trigger the awaited, bein' the mess that I'm in-

[Verse 2]

My honesty's bitter, mythomania' only leaves me solivagant

But where's transmitters? It's the lack of 'trachea

The overconsumption of guilt, leaves the soul fragments

Irruptions the hilt, my concentration's a gona' (Uh)

So, weigh the lies, alongside of the truths

Shows the Bahama' on my development wit' no roofs

Don't need to get high, if I experienced my pure roots'

If it's generational trauma, can't let it go loose (Mhm)

Tied my shoes, 'never had a guardian to ensure my galaxy

Hindered my imaginary of the verison, to be stronger

Boohoo, it's my 'pardon to find clothes to cover 'vulnerability

Rather than embracin' it, the medicine to last 'longer (Uh)

Considerin' I'm gettin' older, their answers don't equal liability

That perception of others is futility, forever will be

Though, starin' in the mirror for so long, to identify my worth

From the throw, I was taught to bury their hurts; so then I'd surf-

[Chorus]

Duality foreshadowin', no shades of closure

How do I maintain the torpedoin' of such exposure?

Guilty conscious, always over my shoulders

The colossus, that I can't explain without 'holsters

Uh, evaporated, no 'water to hold it tight

Bein' hydrated would only leave me soulstice (Uh)

Agitated from the prolonged stress, that I'd deal wit'

As it'd trigger the awaited, bein' the mess that I'm in-

[Verse 3]

Spirituality, fasting to secure my energy isn't in bad hands

Been too many, never looked within' for an advance

Hefty of manipulation to endure, weaponry of expanse

Bein' used 'gainst me, vulnerability's sin to even glance (Uhm)

Hence why, I'd neglect it without a second chance

Livin' an expense, but poverty wouldn't insure my 'stance

Tears need ices, as I dissect it, does it mean I'm sensitive?

But I'd commence, the 'pottery to ensure self-acceptance

Off the devices, it'd only feed into such argumentatives'

Than formulating unity, in order to seek justice, it'd direct us

But I'd guess, we're autoimmune; bein' infectants

Towards the nuturity for our children, the dust of 'vengeance

Racism isn't genetic, it's taught by a blind heart

Ignorance isn't bliss, if it's built on resentment of scars

The files kinetic, so I'd wonder if the elites' will be held captive

But we'd jus' miss, as the media' treats reality as, "unattractive"

Or, does our attention span' leads to percievin' it as, "trends?"

In order to better society, accountable the ugly to 'refine our beauty

[Chorus]

Duality foreshadowin', no shades of closure

How do I maintain the torpedoin' of such exposure?

Guilty conscious, always over my shoulders

The colossus, that I can't explain without 'holsters

Uh, evaporated, no 'water to hold it tight

Bein' hydrated would only leave me soulstice (Uh)

Agitated from the prolonged stress, that I'd deal wit'

As it'd trigger the awaited, bein' the mess that I'm in-