[Chorus]

My thoughts and feelings are unprocessed, quite blunt'

But it's not the joint to smoke from, if so, keep the door shut

'Cause some people just have anger quite rushed'

And not have you understood, and lash out and be in disgust

[Verse]

Used to live life drunk, now I'm feelin' it all sober

Don't know if it's even over, or under

Followin' what I used to instruct, like angel on shoulders

But can't help that my surroundings jus' getting colder

Well, too bad, life's just gettin' older

Still in my last years, haven't caught up, frankly-

Was just used like a fuckin' toy soldier'

Now I'm anxious of gettin' shell shocked, anxiety boulders

Hittin' you on the spot, ain't that sudden?

I see no sun on this beach, it's just quite forbidden

Used to try and open it by learnin' Tuckman'

But it backfired because 'em and I did it all wrong

Well, you learn most when you're young

But consequences hit you like Hi-Hats and Drums

So I social isolate because there's been 'lots that I've seen

Social isolatin' because this knowledge can make me bleed

Mentally-, gettin' to the points I can't even sleep, or eat

Honestly, and I apologize that it's unpleasin' to hear and somewhat deep

But lowk', that's how I've been and it's quite drowny

[Chorus]

My thoughts and feelings are unprocessed, quite blunt'

But it's not the joint to smoke from, if so, keep the door shut

'Cause some people just have anger quite rushed'

And not have you understood, and lash out and be in disgust