honest - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I'd live wit' limited social interactions

As it's explicit in where I'd exhibit, law of attractions

Because, maybe everythin' happens for a reason

Hopefully I'm sleeping, oh, hopefully I'm dreaming (Uh)

So much of bein' God's vessel, I've got to remain patience

Remember rappin' of such immaturity?

Apologies, but I learnt lessons; rhythmin' the cadence

For the maintainance, the crackin' of security

Oh, for the spiritual, but sometimes I'd face abandonment

From myself, within' myself, very own enem-

In which direction do I pave? Seems to be vulnerability

And in which reflection do I follow? There's too many in me (Mhm)

Be honest, honest, honest, I am honest

'Cause I'm honest, honest, honest, let's be honest

'Cause I'm honest, honest, honest, are you honest?

'Cause I'm honest, honest, honest, let's be honest (Uh)

I'm emotionally numb, even wit' countin' thumbs

But I've got to succumb, wonderin' in what I'd become (Mhm)

Took a distance, love, it'd serve as a protection

As it's a persistance of disgust within me, ridicious

Afraid that It'll all just be transmittance

But 'still make my day wit' a laugh, contagious

Where were we? I'm lost in how I'd ponder

Scribblin' thoughts, scattered heart from past traums'

Isn't it better to process them, and then find myself?

Perhaps, isolation or co-exist wit' the cause (Uhm)

Temptations calling, it'd only contribute to more sins

Furthers the flith, that there already is

In an world, that's an abyss, the dark tyrant

I'm better off on the 'side of it, Qur'an 93:4 if I'm violet (Non-violent)

Be honest, honest, honest, I am honest

'Cause I'm honest, honest, honest, let's be honest

'Cause I'm honest, honest, honest, are you honest?

'Cause I'm honest, honest, honest, let's be honest (Uh)