implore - Intellectual

[Intro: sy]

Why can't you see me, in actuality?

The vulnerability for where I've been

Whilst there's nobody to pop up on my screen

Oh, do I serve benefits or am I seperate? (Mhm)

[Chorus: sy]

I'd choose me, in hopin' that it'll succeed (Uh)

The dreams to be, 'deliver the right sense of dopamine

Within a world that's hungry, it's intense to exceed

So, they'd curl to be, "sheeps" all to be 'seen

I've gotten' the mentality that'd equal to, "vulnerability"

From the negativity that could 'sequel, if embodied

When will I work internally? 'Weights are heavy

Just wouldn't know what's been botherin' me (Yeah)

[Verse 1: sy]

Secured my 'prayers, 'taught me patience

Runnin' up the stairs, as the 'peace's audacious

Formulated the 'duality, ain't for medication

My 'dependance's too important (Mhm)

Lost people in that radication, alongside of my father

Where he became farther, so distance is our only 'relation

Ain't it funny? I'm worried 'bout my soul, for once

Vulnerability's to be seen, but it'd 'neo to beauty

Highlights the lane of where to go without having, "fronts"

Therapy appointments, I've been delayin' wit' no 'cause

Only 'ointments the truth that I'm avoiding, decayin' lost

But to be me, it'd seem to 'sooth; if I can take back control

The Eckhart 'Toll to manage the 'ego; but cut me slack though (Yeah)

[Refrain: sy]

Recurrence of a cycle, haven't I been here before?

Backbone, I'm the 'disciple for my own

Falsfied beliefs, 'isolates me stone, behind closed doors

The truth 'reeks, but whatever it takes to not believe

But for how it'd implore & implore (Implore)

I'd value loyalty, 'risk my life for somebody

But who's for me? But on either sides, it's nobody

So, why don't I show up for myself?

Whether if it's rocky, it's who that's enough; I'm for myself (Yeah)

[Verse 2: Seek]

For everybody that I can't please, even in 'acts of charity

What's their motivè? Talkin' Suits, but ain't their severity

Harvey Specter, I'd put 'em in a spectre, if it were up to me

Contradictionry that'd play inspector, bein' biased as they can be

But celebrity don't equal integrity, that's word to 'Kenny (Uh)

Point out 'racism, but for the 'riches, it's worshipped

'Joint for the world we'd live, why do we 'easily forgive?

Social influence, these governments not 'nough to play guidance

The piglins that'd hobbit the gold, bloodline's the covenants

Royal families are serpents, but the truth's up to dull their colorants

Maybe, it'd be, "it" to 'secure my soul, the end of a rainbow

Knock out 'teeths, that's necklace to only fulfill my pride

But it'd only stealth to my demise, for how many sins to 'rise

The way I'm living isn't right, wasn't told to, "hold on tight"

Lost the GPS on the ride of life, my 'wrongs fold me to strive (Mhm)

Relied on cans, then served within' one for time

Realized cashin' money wasn't worth 'Juvie, if it's bloody (Uh)

For where I'm from, 'ties of colors would only equal war

When I was young, my 'homie died out at the 'front

But news 'outlets called us, "scums" and tellin' us that we're "wrong"

Though, they weren't bothered in even knowin' the cause

Survivor's guilt, I could pay that debt, but took me a 'program

Now, I'd hold the 'hilt, if they'd ever 'wet, fuck 'em mandem

The mentality ain't never left, but matured to pirortize on what's most

Chiraq's convertion is next, I'd hope it's 'assured 'right & engrossed

And even then, the 'media portrays us 'broken, but we're awoken (Mhm)