Sylla, I'ma do something different

Damn, I get it

You were probably meant to be "The One" I stick with

Now I'm pacing back and forth on, how, it ended

That's don't do me any fuckin, good, so I been

Tryna quit it

Damned if I do

Damned if I don't

Dammit I can't pick a fuckin lane, got you filling up my brain

6 whole years later, I tried to fade ya

But a part of me don't wanna leave you on the streets

Like that, no

I know I'ma have to run it back, yo

Did each other dirty like damn, hoe

I fuckin hate you, I know you do too

And ima keep it real, with you

I hope you, hear this

Somebody around you gonna, feel this

Vibing to it like they probably, lived it

I know someone out therе gonna, heal with

This sad shit, but no

I don't wanna give you my time

I don't wanna keep my mеntal on this tight line

No

I don't wanna stay up all night

Thinking bout the arguments that I cannot rewind

Oh

Let me step away from that light

I won't contemplate on everything I did write

Oh

Ima focus on the headlights

I'ma, focus, on, the

Energy I've been regaining putting that time in displacement

Movin to better myself for me and my daughter I won't bend

Not in the slightest I made myself in the highest revision

Molded the might I've been given blessed by the makers decision

To be myself, to be the greatest creator

Like the creator before me I'm breathing life in this hell

If I had to do it again I would do it just the last

I would never change who I am

Now that I've been making my path to another life

I'm good, for now

Inside, this house

Just smoke, and mirrors

Hide, my doubts

No mask, no lie

To shed, what I'm

Feeling, inside

My broken barren mind

I'm good, for now

Inside, this house

Just smoke, and mirrors

Hide, my doubts

No mask, no lie

To shed, what I'm

Feeling, inside

My broken barren mind

Pick, the pieces, up

Start again, from, what

You can, salvage, from

My heart, nah

Pick, the pieces, up

Only then, I, could

Start, the process, of

Waking up

Listen, there's not much I can say when it comes to happiness

I'm still struggling to find my own

But I will say pain and sadness are necessary for growth

And those emotions are okay to feel

Just know when they come to pass

It'll feel like, well

Waking up

I'm good, for now

Inside, this house

Just smoke, and mirrors

Hide, my doubts

No mask, no lie

To shed, what I'm

Feeling, inside

My broken barren mind

I'm good, for now

Inside, this house

Just smoke, and mirrors

Hide, my doubts

No mask, no lie

To shed, what I'm

Feeling, inside

My broken barren mind

(The energy I've been regaining putting that time in displacement

Movin to better myself for me and my daughter I won't bend

Not in the slightest I made myself in the highest revision

Molded the might I've been given blessed by the makers decision

To be myself, to be the greatest creator

Like the creator before me I'm breathing life in this hell

If I had to do it again I would do it just the last

I would never change who I am

Now that I've been making my path to another life)