[Intro Dialogue:]
Alex: Dude shes not gonna pick up
Daniel: Are you fucking serious?
Alex: I'm sorry bro she's pissed
Daniel: Goddammit, Fuck..
{Verse 1: Sykodelic}
I've been stuck inside my head thinking bout the dumb shit
All the weed that I've been smoking shit I ain't supposed to fuck with
I'm so done with the dilemma being stuck inside a pickle
I'm so close to giving up I need a rope to be hung with
Cuz I'm tired of the same old shit
Sometimes I'm tired of the same old bitch
Running out of time to be the same old kid
But it's a damn lie if I ain't focused
She ain't know this but when she hear she's gonna be in tears if you ain't noticed
My hearts turned coldest 2am at my lowest
Bones inside my closet like Jesus at his oldest
Losing all the people in my life that once were closest
To me but I've been pushing them so far away from me
Took for granted all the things that all these people gave to me
I'm grateful just to see that my option just to plead
That the thoughts inside my head justifies the demons seen
Inside your trust in me
It was lust to me
Everybody fucking knew it was a drug to me
In the end you say it's cool then you kiss my cheek
Then it happens all again she just loves to grieve
[Hook]
It's just me..
It's just me..
I took care of you indefinitely
But I barely ever treated myself delicately
It's just me..
It's just me..
I can hear my demons running for me
My past is finally catching up to me
Yeah I know it's just me
[Verse 2: antisocialbilly]
You're the reason why I"m in a bad environment
I've been treating my depression with some vicodins
They make fun of you until you put your life in it
Might be dying young so consider it retirement
A young teen tryna stack coins like payphones
I keep grinding till my name is on a gravestone
Someday happiness is what I take home
Used to always doubt now I'm chillin' in the save zones
I've been running from my doubts and all my struggles
Leave it all behind for a life where I could hustle
Life's a puzzle with a couple missing pieces
Lookin' for a reason why we never have the freedom
Chillin' with Jesus on the hot sunny beaches
Next day I'm killing demons of the city reaches
Money's everything that's how I perceive it
I'm tryna make some paper being broke's been my weakness
If you're doing what you love then you livin' right
As for me I live a difficult life
I'm tired of sleeping inside of these pitiful nights
Wishin' I could be living with a pinnacle price
[Pre-Hook: Sykodelic]
Everyday I wish I wasn't alive
All the pain I'm holding up and all the horror inside
In the end its just redundant up for me to decide
Yeah these issues got me trapped in my mind but its fine
[Hook]
It's just me..
It's just me..
I took care of you indefinitely
But I barely ever treated myself delicately
It's just me..
It's just me..
I can hear my demons running for me
My past is finally catching up to me
Yeah I know it's just me
[Bridge: Sykodelic]
Why did you go?
Didn't force you to stay
I wanna know
I'm callin' I'm callin'
What did I do
To make you go away?
So far away
I'm fallin' I'm fallin'
Where did you go
When I needed you most?
I'm on my knees
I'm crawlin' I'm crawlin'
To tell you the truth
I'm still stuck in this room
I need you now
Still callin' still callin'
[Outro: antisocialbilly]
There's one important thing in my life and that's happiness
Without that state of mind who knows if I can rap again
I'll prolly live long enough to see myself antagonized
As an extravagant who lives inside of paradise